fatalchoices

✦✫· . ❛ what the fuck

it still hurts , yes , but seki has learned to overcome
the grief . at least , she hopes . “ uhm . car accident .
he was driving home , and a drunk driver hit him head
on . “ a meek smile . “ it get’s easier , though . it’s
really rough for the first few years , especially if you
were close with your sisters ‘ . “

                                       i don’t know what’s worse, man.    

                                       the fact that they could be dead, or that they could be alive and scared and thinking we stopped looking for them, that we don’t care anymore. i should’ve.. i don’t know. saved them.       can you tell he’s really beating himself up about this    ?    if he hadn’t been drinking. if they hadn’t had the party. if mike wasn’t such a    ––––    ugh, he’s thinking too much.