✦✫· . ❛ CHRIS.

He stops breathing, while waiting for Josh’s answer. He can’t bear the thought of Josh leaving, of being alone once again. He’s so tired of being alone, of his only company being the ghosts that scream in his head.

“ Thank you…Thank you thank you thank you. “

                                   ❛    how could i ever leave you    ?    ❜

                         he brings chris’ hand to his chest, letting his best friend feel his rapid heartbeat start to calm down. he’s still tense    ––––    and that might just be the only emotion he has for the rest of his life. tense, anxious, scared. but, when he’s with chris, all those feelings die down, just a bit, and momentarily are replaced by something else entirely    ––––    hope.